"How dare you tell me to calm down
To mute myself
To make myself less
I am a force of fucking nature
I am the storm that shakes your house at night
And I will not stifle myself
To let you sleep soundly"


She likes to write. Encourage her.

Whatever you do, do not let her drink.
When she does, let her dance,
let her smoke another cigarette,
and let her yell at you.
Listen to her, because chances are
she is telling you that she loves you,
and this is a memory you do not want to forget.

Do not expect a lot of help from her friends.
They do not know about you,
and you should have been prepared for that.
You should have expected that.
She likes secrets, and this just shows
you were the most important one to keep.

Be prepared to be tackled when she is happy.

Wish her a happy birthday, and do not be late.
She will be elated. She will hold such joy
within her heart, that you will not even believe
that you were the one to cause such happiness.
Celebrate her enough for the both of you.

If she says she is going to kill you,
do not assume that it is a metaphor.

When she plays you a song, listen to it throughly.
This is her way of communicating everything
she cannot speak.

If she is feeling down, close the blinds
and crawl into bed. Wrap yourself around her
and watch twelve hours of whatever
ridiculous television show she has chosen,
because those are the times
she will appreciate the most.

Repeat to yourself that she will love you one day,
and some day you will start to believe it.

Finally, your time with her will be the happiest
you have been in your entire life. Enjoy it.


"10 rules to follow in your relationship with her." - Mariah Gordon-Dyke (via larmoyante)

The people should not be afraid of their government. The
government should be afraid of their people.

"I don’t care
if you messed up today
or if you mess up tomorrow
or if things didn’t go as planned
and you didn’t win all of your battles
this is not a straight road
this is not an easy journey
so I don’t care
what I do care about is you
and your health
and you are trying
and you are strong
so don’t let today stop you
let it help you to learn
because things won’t always be easy
but you will get there
you will recover"


It is 2014.
MLK did not die for this bullshit.


"When we talk I don’t want the same old “hey what’s up” I want to talk about your habits, fears, things you enjoy etc.."

KushandWizdom (via kushandwizdom)

"I gave you things I wasn’t sure I even had."

Miranda July   (via fuckinq)

"Who did that to you? Who fucked you up so bad, emotionally and mentally that you’ve completely shut down anyone who tries to help you. You don’t talk about your feelings, you push kind people away, and you let negative people in. You refuse to open up and let someone love or care about you. Who fucking did that to you?"

"I hate the feeling when you have to say goodbye to someone you want to spend every minute with."



you stopped scrolling.

This gets me everytime I swear

"I’m not totally mad at you. I’m just sad. You’re all locked up in that little world of yours, and when I try knocking on the door, you just sort of look up for a second and go right back inside."

Haruki Murakami, Norwegian Wood (via thexpotent)

"Let me tell you how it feels to be numb. Of course you know how it feels when the dentist injects your mouth with anesthesia you don’t feel anything they do with your teeth. No, that’s not the numb I’m talking about. Ever had someone you loved so much bad mouth you so much, but you just stood there having no facial expression at all? All you could think in your head was, “okay.” Ever wanted to cry so badly, but all you did was stare blankly into the wall thinking of how you could even produce tears? Have you ever been with a lot of friends and family but you couldn’t even give a smirk to them? Have you ever just lost something or someone and pretended it didn’t even happen because you know crying, being sad or upset about it is too much work? You don’t want to be numb. Really, you don’t."

A person that has lost too much and has gone through too much pain (via 0pt1c)