My current mentality is “I’m sad and I hate myself but I have to get good grades”
Your fingerprints are all over who I am now."
"Just fucking tell her. Right now. This is your sign."
Pulled an all nighter from last night the drinking , rap sessions , smoking session & wow is all i can say i felt pretty good i guess. My girl came through she was what i most likely expected but i don’t judge . I mean damn i am a cool as wing woman and nigga . I called the play i mean i get it i mean girl you’re cute so if we’re on good terms then what the heck . I like her a lot i came through as i always do i’m like a mom and a good ass friend . Couldn’t sleep & had to make sure all my homies were safe and comfortable . Gave them all a blanket and pillow , helped ant stretch his back taking away the pain so he feels better in the morning today. Shamon said he had a ” surprise” for me in the morning when i wake up. Now the problem is i don’t know whether i want to sleep or not since i have to wake up before 7:45 for my EXAM kind of hoping it doesn’t rain because i might have to walk plus i have a hole in my shoe ! Arghhh not really a shoe collector but i don’t mind new ones… . On the fulfilling side i had Beto’s today YUUMMMMM . Other than that it felt like any other day still stressed trying to keep my head held high suffer in silence and enjoy the ride.